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I have not patience for liars
nor the patience for people who believe unbelievable lies.
if one were to know me truly they would know that the mere utter of my insanity would send me to places far from earth.
I am weak
I am selfish
I am never pleased
To find my self at the end would be truly the end itself
Every goal has another
to be stronger
to be wiser
to be better and ruthless.
This is hard for you to understand
My pain is hard to understand.
No nothing of my world and what I am
I am a box in which a pin is its only key

You dont deserve me?
I dont deserve you.

Elizabeth not Lolita.

Adios

http://scouttess.tumblr.com/

I think I am gonna do this for awhile

Sleep

Today I plan to sleep away the sickness.

Yes please

How do you make up for resent?
Without being untrue to yourself.
I hate having enemies.
I hate being hated.
I want all the probelems to fade and to be able to speak to people.
Talk about how we are silly and do dumb shit.
I want to be truely honest with you and everyone without making mistakes.

Someone once told me that Ecstasy was once used in Marriage Counsling.
It seems to me that that is what I am talking about.