sigh

So the connection that my connection's connection has is in Hawaii.
That's cool.
I guess I am just fucked.



I want to just fucking go on internship already!
I want to graduate with Liza and Rachel.
Going back to very isn't so bad, but it means I will have owe more money in the long run. But maybe that fair cause I got out pretty easy, thanks Full tuition Scholarship.
I am tired of being in limbo.

fuck
fuck
fuck

my trying is wearing thin, that's so lame.
but I think I am tired of food already.
(I will fairly say though that most of this is frustration)

And in times like these...
I always think of a "what else I could do plan"
Here is what I've got:I

-Aveda Hair and Makeup School
-Teaching degree (Montessoril or Waldorf preferably)
- AA in studio art/photography (keep on hanging)

argh.
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