i fly out to ABQ tuesday morn and shall arrive in the afternoon.
I am excited to see Malinda.
I am apprehensive to leave Brandon.
I would like to think that he will be okay without me but I worry.
Hopefully when I get back we will move into a new APT and we will both be at jobs.
i feel like such a nag but I can't help it.
I wish Brandon would get a job already.
Nick called last night. He mentioned opening up some kind of food related business, possible cafe i suppose.
I would like othelp him, and know i would enjoy doing something on my own terms.
I just dont want to be tied down to gainesville.
I havent found my perfect place yet an di want to soon.
maybe there are more travels in store.
i have given thought to moving to Oralando or Miami for a year, to go to the Aveda school. Although I could go to another campus too.

what to do....